The Renovation of Jules

Wednesday, June 8

Wednesday Weigh In - Week One

Start Weight: 109.8kg
Current Weight: 108.5kg
Loss/Gain: -1.3kg
Kgs Lost: 1.3kg
Kgs to Goal: 43.5kg

I am absolutely stoked that I lost this first week, even if it is only 1.3kg. I had Ben and Blair's birthday yesterday and just ate whatever I wanted. Not that I abused it but I didn't track - that's for sure. I am finding it quite hard to actually go to Weight Watchers by myself. I have had quite a serious social phobia in the past and always dealt with it by having a good dose of alcohol when going out. Always worked a treat but I can't really rock on up to WW's plonked now can I?? So I find myself sitting there at the meeting thinking "I wonder what the other people are thinking of me?" Do they all think I am a dick because I just said "porridge makes you feel full"? Actually I think I am a dick for saying that!! (At this very moment Blair is snoring on the couch and I feel like thrashing him for interupting my time!!).

Anyway, what am I going to do in the coming week to make a positive step towards a sexy, healthy new me?? I am going to eat breakfast every day and I am going to increase my water intake as it is substandard to say the least. I have a mini goal of the 23rd of July and I would love to have lost a stone by then. A stone is around 7kg so lets just say I want to get to 102kg by 23rd July. That would be the lightest I have been in 4 years. That would be awesome!!
Today I read the most amazing journal entry ever. I don't know how many of you read Dietgirl's ramblings but today's entry, Going for Gold, is just so inspirational and heart wrenching. It literally had me in tears and inspires me to have a goal and reach it and if I have even half the feeling of achievement that DG has had then it will be worth it. Make sure you read it if you have a chance.

Posted by Jules :: 9:37 pm :: 5 Comments: